Saturday, November 24, 2007

How Do You Mend A Broken Heart

Tonight should be a time of happiness and joy because my daughter is getting married tomorrow evening. I cannot stop my tears and my heart feels as if it is broken in a million pieces. I cannot believe she is gone.

I should not be questioning God, but I am. Why did he take her so suddenly and without warning? My mind will not let me rest because I have so many questions.
My good friend Mary died this morning in a hospital 40 minutes away from my home.
She was on her way to celebrate the marriage of my daughter tomorrow. I do not know how I am going to make it through what should be a happy occasion, this pain is worse than the pain I live with having Multiple Sclerosis.

Mary I am going to miss you! What am I going to do without you?

6 comments:

mdmhvonpa said...

My condolences ... this is unfortunately a struggle that you must shoulder with your own faith.

Tara said...

Rest in Peace Mrs. Mary.

Anne said...

It is always hard to attend a wedding when someone we love has gone to the Lord; her presence will be missed, I'm sure.

Let your faith guide you as you celebrate at the wedding.

Anonymous said...

DEATH IS A MYSTERY-WE DON'T KNOW HOW OR WHEN ITS IS COMING. WE NEVER WANT OUR LOVE ONES OR FRIENDS TO LEAVE US SUDDENLY.GOD KNOW WHAT IS BEST EVEN WHEN WE DON'T UNDERSTAND WHY.CONTINUE TO PUT YOUR TRUST IN GOD AND HE WILL SEE YOU THROUGH THIS ALSO.MARY SPIRIT AND HER MEMORIES WILL BE WITH YOU ALWAYS.

Anonymous said...

Hi Blinders,

This is anti-tandbush. I tried logging onto my page, but was denied access to it.

Hope all is well with you. I come to your blog at least once a week to see what you are up to. Everything is ok on this end. Just wanted to drop a line to tell you that I'm still around. Take care and I'll talk to you later.

Keva

Blinders Off said...

Thanks for your words of encouragement mdvhvonpa,tara,anne, and anonymous.

Keva aka anti-tandbush:

Are you back in the country?
I am happy to know you are okay! I was wondering about you because the last time I heard from you, you had military orders. Click on my profile and email me.